yay! jiayou people with it!
ahh i went YEW TEE the other end of the world further than woodlands today.
left house at seven thirty reached home at nine pm.
okay im not complaining, jodee you have had it worse.
i love heartlands! it was kinda fun i got a HAPPY MEAL balloon!
YAY!!!
today was like loser day or something.
i was drinking tea at macs then i was trying to pour the sugar in then i dropped the whole paper tube of sugar inside the cup :(
then after that,
i saw the macs guy giving out balloons.
then i shouted I WANT, then he looked at me with an amused look like he thought i was joking
then he walked away.
argh so i was like EEEYER I WANT!!!!!
haha then this nice macs lady took one from him to give me :D :D :D
YAY!
i wanted ALL the colours!
but she gave me a pink one only.

hah the boy beside me was JEALOUS i bet even though he has his white balloon!
haha and the whole morning i was like THIS IS MINE. MY BALLOON.
cos i bet the whole world was eyeing my chio nice nice balloon!!!
ahhh and childish us were playing with our food :)
only eunice was mature enough, or maybe she dint play cos she ate all her food up and had nothing left to play with.
heh i made a nice big smiley which later turned to a sad crying smiley.

nice smiley :) :) :)

aww :( :( :(
cassandra made an out of shape heart
and wenting made a lethal concoction of milk powder, syrup, tea bag inisdes, butter.
and i tried it it tastes okay :D
yay then we passed this COOL NICE senior citizen's "playground".
yay the one that last year sl casslyn emelyn and me went to play
and the one that the WE played near eileens house!
(not the same one but yeah same kind)
ahh and then loser-ness again.
at wen ting's house once i went in some how i tripped backwards and landed on the arm of the chair. and that stupid girl bluff me that i broke it. but of course i dint believe. and so she attempted to trick me AGAIN. and stupid me believed. she said it was tradition to eat fried eggs with pasta. and seriously its so weird but i actually believed.
and loser me somehow was blind enough to have the misconception that behind the door was a cupboard when all there was, was the white blank concrete wall. aiyoh cannot describe it cos i totally loser-ly mis-saw what i saw until its so warped.
not to mention on friday's training i walked onto the cup of water while gong down the stairs.
but not my fault the cup was transparent and insignificant and i wasnt looking and and and...fien it was pure loser-ness.
many other loser incidents but too many to recall already.
i like wen ting's house! so many nice cute toys! i lke her bull dog spongebob monster elmo and alot alot.

whats wrong with this stupid world. stupid things happening. and not just stupid. unfair. whats wrong with us. why do we go around killing our own kind. okay maybe its survival of the fittest, evolution, natural selection whatever. but its just warped. and whats just freaking wrong. every year so many people die. okay fineee its natural but man is dying cos of man. why are there so many somali refugees. isnt it cos of man in one way or another? and if they dint have to seek refuge somewhere, would so many of them die. dying of natural causes yes its natural but if its dying naturally cos of unnatural factors then thats just freaking stupid. but whos to say whats natural and whats not. natural to you might not be natural to me. but then again, deaths; there are the unjust ones and yet the glorious ones. and i salute you hero, you are the glory of mankind. and even though its sad you are no longer here, you lived your life to your fullest. the very very fullest to the very last minute. deaths; there are the deaths of the physcial self and yet deaths of the intangible. morbidly i imagine carcasses all over, but i suppose to look on the bright side, deaths means the chance of a new lease of life right. okay the idea of death itself is morbid enough...maybe all that dint die, they just all decided to go training camp. i love tianbian's character and voice, you might me cry girl :) and and and its so freaking unfair she is so mean to him i dont like that girl anymore. its okay jerry ! okay thsi is one random angsting that wont make much sense to anyone. tat is unless you have a vivid imagination.
argh so much for sleeping early tonight.
oh wells.