Friday, October 26, 2007
today was muchos fun :D
even though squash was a depressing affair with me being sucky as usual.
and my ankle seems to have worsened in condition due to excessive PT.
it was fun to go out and eat and talk about everything under the sun after trng :D
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and even after lifang and jacq left, it was still lotsa fun.
i was soooooo super high. i laughed at everything and anything in my path.
i even laughed at jodee's lame, cheesy jokes. that is how high i was.
i realise i laugh the most around eden.
because she's not from the main 4, her presence doesnt pressure me into thinking about squash. about how our team cant win cause of me.
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lifang thinks girl from LOST is pretty.
my dear lifang, you have the same taste as AJW.
that is something to beware.
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I'VE DECIDED THAT I WANT FOREVER LOVE 1ST PRESS!!!!!!!
OMGAH. JUNSU IS SO HOT ON THE COVER *%^*$^#$
but valt isnt replying to my sms-es ):
i cannot wait for 11th november to come.
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im too far into squash to backout. that i know and i can fully understand.
what i used to look forward to, is something i dread every other day.
i know im being irritating *leaving everything to destiny*
but everytime i go for trng, i go with a smile, i leave with a frown.
its so tiring to fake that smile. to avoid flaring up at all the victims.
to try to match up to my other team-mates.
squash isnt just my cca anymore. its a commitment that i cant run away from.
i must try to find that passion for squash again.
if not, i'll be letting myself and the team down.
and i know i cant do that.
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PEACE OUT :D